Thursday, January 31, 2013

Procrastination Nation

Lately I have been incredibly horrible about doing things that I should actually be doing. For example, today during lit class, I was supposed to be writing an essay with the boatloads of free time that I had, but I quickly got tired of that and decided to write random things that popped into my head. Feel free to stop reading here, but if you want to read the thoughts, they are as follows:
"Now I am writing things so that it seems like I am being productive during class, I should really be looking for quotes and things, but I think that I will be fine doing this. I will now comment on anything and everything that pops into my head. I am very warm, and the window is closed. I don’t want to think about how sweaty I am… ssoooo hottttt. I wonder if Mrs. Hiddleston can read what I’m typing. What if she could, and she is reading this ridiculousness. I am tired and I don’t particularly feel like going to this show choir thing in ten minutes. I think that it will be horrible. No, I’ll be fine, but it will still be horrible. I wish that this could be my paper because I think that I could ramble about my thoughts for three pages. It probably looks like I have impressive things to say. There is noise in the hall now. Hey, do you remember when Frankie came into the room to retrieve her Mary mug? That was funny. I just looked up and she was like, “Hey can you give me that mug?” and I think it took everything in me not to laugh, mostly becuase I didn't see her come in, so it was like she tele-ported in here. Now I want tea… and ice cream. What if you put ice cream in tea, would that be tasty or weird? Probably tasty. Sherbet is still better than ice cream though. Anyone who doesn’t believe that has their priorities messed up. I mean there are so many good possibilities with sherbet, and ice cream is always so heavy and blahh. This may also be that I like fruity things better, and ice cream just doesn’t do fruity right. I mean once in a while it’s nice, but mostly not. History class today was so funny. I was sitting in the front like, WHATT Madeline? The thing is that everyone gives Hoover such a hard time, and he was trying really hard. It’s just that the people were scared, and whenever someone is scared they need security, and Roosevelt was offering a security blanket.  I am so sleepy, I just want to go home and go to bed. I wish that when you took a nap, time would move a lot slower, because you could be certain that you didn’t miss anything too important, or too many important things."
Yeah... that happened...

Wednesday, January 30, 2013

Snow Day!

I literally feel like I am in the second grade again. I wasn't anticipating the day off, because I never like to get my hopes up for anything. The way I see it, if you keep your expectations low, you're never disappointed.
Today was no exception. It was the best 6:10 wake-up call I have ever received, literally. The phone rang at about 6:08 and the person on the other line informed my mom that my sister wouldn't have to come into work today because of the snow day. As my mom walked up the stairs, I pretended to be asleep, because I knew she wanted me to wake up excited that I got to sleep in. 
ANYWAYS after calming myself down from all the excitement, I got an extra three hours of sleep! (hopefully working on my sleep reserve that I am certain is running on empty). When I woke up, I made waffles... yes I made waffles (from scratch even!). After that I drank boat loads of tea and did lounging things while my mom played the piano. 
Needless to say today was great, and I didn't even care that it was below freezing with snow on the ground outside. I'm sure I'll feel differently tomorrow morning on the way to school, but I'll just remind myself that it was worth it.


Tuesday, January 29, 2013

Not So Secret Blog


It was once explained to me that "you just don't want to be disappointed" and I guess that's true. I changed my other blog name because I'm a jackass. I am so scared of being disappointed, that I let people in just enough, but then try my hardest to shut them out when I get scared. I don't know if this blog is actually going to become a thing, but maybe if i write feelings and things down, I can manage my life better. BAHAHA who am I kidding, yeah that was a joke, but hey, it's worth a try. Please don't expect this blog to be great in any capacity. It is probably going to be a big disappointment. But I have found out lately that I should really learn to trust someone, I guess I'm working on that. I don't think that I've really thought about that until now... gosh trusting is hard. So naturally I go to the internet (I know not the best logic), but it's a start I guess...
Well, here goes nothing.